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The Vacuum In My Heart

Hellooooo, people. I’m feeling grateful for all of the things I get to listen from all of you, after you read my blog. Special thanks to everyone, really. Towards the end, you’d know why I’m being so grateful. “How many wounds did you endure because the person holding the knife was the one you loved?” ~Nipuna Mehta I got my own version in my head just after reading this: How many wounds are you willing to endure so that the person holding the knife would love you? don’t blame me, if it’s gotten a lil' dark yes, i’m still the same girl who wrote the previous blog, hehe Just because you know that some people will just never be ready to love you for who you are, doesn’t mean that you don’t crave it. Of course you do. You freakin’ do! at least i do a hell lot Just because I’ve become the woman who knows how to choose the right people who I can love and be loved back as well, doesn’t mean I don’t crave love from the people whom I love. sweet disclaimer: this isn’t about romantic love It...

The Girl I Was Back Then

Hellooooo, people. Hope you’re doing okay. If you’re doing great, all credits to you. If you’re not, all credits to the situation.  hehe, i smiled, did you? I’d been overwhelmed for so long that I kept wanting to unwind my heart here but have you ever tried picking up a bucket brim-full of water and taking it from one place to another without making ripples in the water? When you’re filled up with different emotions, it’s hard to point one out without stirring the other ones. Sometimes, writing it down to talk to all of you instead of actually talking to someone in person feels easier. If this is hard for you to imagine why would this be easier, consider yourself luckier than a lot of people, ‘cause mahn! It’s really getting difficult to find people who actually get it. it? i mean, anything and everything nobody gets nothing around me Yes, I’m grateful for the people who love me enough to see I’m hurting even if they don’t know why. Am I really asking for too much if all I want is ...