Unwinding Heart

"Sometimes I think, I need a spare heart to feel all the things I feel." ~Sanober Khan, A Thousand Flamingos I've a question for you.  or maybe more than one It doesn't have a correct answer or an incorrect one. It's just you and the question. You probably have the answer or you don't. It can be correct or not. Would you like to hug a person if you're told that it's the last hug from them? People who would say Yes and those who would say No, focus more on the word hug and the word last , respectively. For me? I don't know. The question revolves in my mind; without the answer. Okay, another one. Remember the point where you think your life started to change from that situation to the one you're in, right now? What if you could change that moment?  let me explain this one Suppose it was a person that changed your life -- for better or worse -- and you met this person while you were at a particular place at a particular time. What if you could ch...

Here I am, again. You know, I feel a lot of things in a day, as you all do too. You feel and either continue feeling it or get over it.  Me? I feel it and I store it. I store it in my own way that whenever I've to feel it again, I just have to open that container I kept it in and it's there again.  I've saved a hell lot of feelings. Few to keep hidden, just for myself. Rest for different purposes. One of the purposes of keeping feelings is to write about them. Sometimes, it's like: I feel something and I know I can say a lot about it. And because there's nobody to listen really, I save the feeling and write it down here, because you listen. You read. thankyou for listening or to be precise, for reading I've saved a lot of feelings to write about. And everytime you read a blog, it's not about the saved feeling. It's always the new one. It's like: I'm feeling THIS right now and I feel it too strongly to save it, so I'll just go and write. And t...

Hello, soulmate. no, not this Hello, partner . sounds like a business intro, scratch that Hello, uh, Love(?) ndnsjsjsjsjs i- uh- let me try once more Hello, You . better, much better You're going to be an important part of my life someday, you know that, yes?  hehe, you already are I think of you sometimes. that "sometimes" is not true I've a few things to say to you. This is the first time I'm writing something for you. Words written for YOU by ME exist in this universe now. finally It's difficult to talk to you because uh, you're.. unknown? Uh, not unknown. But I don't know you (yet) No, I mean- gawd, it's really so difficult I actually wanted to say- let me find some words Okay, here.  *takes a deep breath* *forgets to exhale* Okay, yes. Here. Finally. Yes, I'm speaking. *exhales* *starts breathing properly* sowwie Hey, I'm fluent in speaking, I swear. Ask the people around me. I really am. It's just.. uh, it's.. You . I mean, ...