Unwinding Heart

Hellooooo, people. Happy New Year, yayyyy. It's 2023! uh, what happened? Am I late? I don't think so. It's still 2023. oh, you've lost your enthusiasm? already? Last time, I wrote the new year write-up on 1st Jan -- the only odd date I've posted on -- and told you about " So What It's The New Year? " This time, I thought to let you enjoy the way you do your new years and knock when you get used to this year. Just to remind you that this is a NEW year; you might have wanted to change a few things and remove a few too. So, consider this as a reminder of the feels you had on modifying you and your life. Coming to today's topic. that wasn't today's topic; ain't gonna lecture you, hehe Today's topic is neither the one which I was asked to nor the one someone induced in my mind. This is the write-up which I wanted to write. Things which I wanna tell you. I've an announcement to make, that is, I'm working on a novel. there, i said ...

Hellooooo, people. At this point of writing these blogs, I guess, I can tell you the type of blog it is. Not the topic -- you've already read it in the title -- but the type like:- It's the i don't know what is this gonna be about type, or, i know exactly where i'm taking this type, or, i wanna pour my heart type, or, let's wrap this write-up in love type. This one is the type: i wanna put a write-up you didn't know you wanted/needed to read. Let's begin. Good morning, people. You wake up with a spectrum of feelings; them depending upon the time you woke up, the feeling you slept with, the day you've had yesterday, the moments you're gonna have. Getting up from bed, sometimes is effortless and sometimes -- saying it with a heavy sigh -- terrible. Going where you're going -- either outside home or back at your bed -- sometimes feels exciting and sometimes boring. You get to another part of the day where you've forgotten how much you wanted...

Hellooooo, people. It's been a lil' longer than I thought it'd take to write. Sometimes, things don't go as you think they would. okay okay, most of the time And, sometimes, you just can't take your mind off particular things. Recently, I'd given an interview and I had mentioned there about me writing blogs. At some point of time, they asked me about my blogs. When I was done introducing it, they went like, "Tell us more." And that was the moment I framed my intention of writing into words. Do you see that line just below Unwinding Heart? "A process to sort myself out publically and yet in the most intimate way." That has been the only description I've thought of, ever. When I answered in the interview, I realised that the purpose has slightly moved from sorting myself to giving people different points of view on topics. But recently, I've not been my best at the consistency of my blogs. And that's because the process of sorting m...

Hellooooo, people. It has been an adventure for the last few months and omg, the level of fun, nervousness, fear, pain, happiness and numerous other feelings was insane. "A library is never complete. That's the joy of it. We are always seeking one more book to add to our collection." ~ Catherynne M. Valente This quote feels like it's not just about the library. It's about us too. Think about it, are you complete? What would you need to be complete? And then, imagine yourself at that stage, are you sure you'll then think you're complete? Whenever I have a topic to write on, I gather all the feelings associated with it and the pile never feels complete. The way you feel "One more chapter" for an interesting novel, "One more episode" for a series you're watching and "five more minutes" for a conversation with your favourite person; the same way, I feel for the topic I am on: "One more thought" or "one more pers...

Hellooooo, people. This is going to be one of those write-ups where I know what to write (finally, after what feels like ages) but don't have any idea about the ending. Most of my thoughts have been incomplete lately -- some because I couldn't get an end to and some because escape through the mid-way seemed a better way than to reach the end . So, before it's too late, I gotta write something about whether I've got an end in my mind or not. So, here we go. The topic I've on my mind right now is: Is it just me or are we 'all' stuck? I don't know if this is happening to most of us or just me, but hear me out. See if you relate to this.  Almost everyone around me seems either busy or upset. The busy doesn't mean they're working too hard but just that they ain't getting anything done. The upset doesn't mean something went down for them and they're upset but that they ain't in the right vibe 'cause a lot of things are just not goin...

Hellooooo, people. "You don't ask people with knives in their stomachs what would make them happy; happiness is no longer the point. It's all about survival; it's all about whether you pull the knife out and bleed to death or keep it in." ~Nick Hornby This quote, gawd! I've got a lot to say today so put out a strong quote which conveys some of my feelings already. In one of my write-ups exactly an year ago, I wrote about how our hearts are covered with blankets under which we've got a lot of things buried. I mentioned a quote saying how there's always something unspoken between two people and I had stated under it, that, it's not just between people; but between us and our hearts too. Today's write-up is going to be about uncovering the blankets, even if it's a thin layer. In that write-up, I mentioned I'm gonna go gather some courage to do that and after exactly an year, I'm here to tell you that I did gather it. I did pick up a co...

Hellooooo, people. Today's write-up is going to be about decisions. Of all kinds: easy, tough, sweet, rough, hard, entangled, nice, compelled. Although this write-up is about all types of decisions and the whole spectrum of love as well, I'm going to frame it around two decisions that people make. you've lived a life so you don't need to be told every possible example; you're smart enough First, when someone tells the other person that they want to be with them -- in a relationship, in an FWB thing, in a partnership or simply wanna grow old with them. And, second, when they tell their so-and-so that they can't be with them anymore -- because they don't want to or for some other xyz reason. "To love someone is firstly to confess: I'm prepared to be devastated by you." ~Billy-Ray Belcourt, A History Of My Brief Body When you confess your love to someone, you're also giving them the chance to hurt you. Fortunately or unfortunately, you can...